to Thee

By stepping into the heart 

 I Stand in Love

I recognise the beauty of the sunrise.

To its source I give thanks.

And ask, "Who am I?".

And He speaks to me 

I am the birthing of the new days sun.

"To Me thee will give thanks.

In your gratitude I will meet you."

As I do more work on myself, I feel more the of agenda is being set by the Divine. Only  

He knows what path is right for me. And though the sequence might not  seem  right or the most expedient to me, only he knows what i need to do to navigate His path. It is egotistical to think differently.  

Where is this going? What am I missing? 

First answer

 If i see beauty outside then why am I  unable to "see" my beauty within and use that to open the door to my own inner divinity? Lesson 189 from the course in miracles that says,

"I feel the love of God within me now."

As a seeker I feel the path of the seeker is difficult and arduous, like walking the knife edge of a high mountain peak. This is a result of my density and insisting on following my agenda. To those of faith, who have truly surrendered they could walk the path blind. It seems that the more I trust the faster I can walk the knife edge and do so with less fear. 

Second Answer,

The answer given to me, not the answer  of my egos internal google search,  is within me is the "the spark of life". That spark of life appears to me like a energetic diamond  structure.  whose brilliance is dimmed by the dust of the 3D perspective. I know when I step into the diamond structure there is just brilliant white light. 

Stand in Love. Stand in My Truth.